What may seem like an ordinary day for some, would be a day of facing your Mount Everest. A daunting task that renders you powerless, bombarded by an endless array of obtrusive thoughts that doesn’t makes sense.
No one will understand the stress that is building up. An excuse to quiet down the voices in your head is to do nothing.
I know you have been this path before, but how can you unsee those dark clouds of desperation? The guilt, shame that you will never be enough. A tormented soul can only be quenched by the living water. So help me.
Some days are bearable, but today is a difficult day that you dread the familiar zone of uneasiness.
Not today, I begged, the plans to be productive seems obscure. Succumbing to the struggles, but remember it is not over yet.
One day, the relentless thoughts will fade away, if it does, it can also come back, prepare for the worse, pray for the best possible outcome, but for now just hang in there.