despair

Today is unlike any other day, you are stuck in a limbo, In an endless twilight loop Collecting your thoughts rationally. Still,there wasn't any clue.   So this is how it feels like to be trapped, with nowhere else to run, It is getting worse before it gets better. Being helpless is not an easy … Continue reading despair

The Givers

In this time of financial hardship, it is hard to think of others, when you yourself is in need. In our own little ways, we can give a piece of ourselves. It may not be much, but it will be a lot when it will come from our hearts. Because He first love us, whatever … Continue reading The Givers

Eye on the Prize

One day, turned to another week, another month has passed since the simultaneous cancellations of all non-essential activities and government mandated lockdown worldwide. The glimmer of hope for the vaccine is at least for another year. There are not enough evidence that the anti-viral medications they propose are effective. The PPES and disinfectants are still … Continue reading Eye on the Prize

How to be happy

What is the secret to lasting happiness? Is it having a doting family, having a secured job? financial security?  a good portfolio? successful career? having a good business that will not fail and carry you through all the economic distress? having no worry? good health? being vegan? popularity?having a sense of pride, respect, appreciation? being … Continue reading How to be happy

Solitude

My aunt passed earlier this week. I wonder how she felt in her last waking moments? Did she felt scared? alone? is she at peace? I haven't seen or talked to her since four years ago when we came back home for a visit. What I do remember is when we were young, me, my … Continue reading Solitude

Choices

This social isolation situation has me dumbfounded and second guessing myself. So many emotions. The days that had flown by, for me, can either be described as okay and not so okay days. Some days, I have the energy to to productive tasks, other days, I have to force myself to shower. In, between days … Continue reading Choices